Little Paris

Forever Alone

Dancing... So call my thing... Awwww yea... Uh huh... Guuuuhhhh :P Well , I have this person in Choral Speaking.. She's Form 4 this year (2012) and her attitude is so like me.. I wonder why I found a lot of ppl in SMK Ibrahim has the same attitude as me... Copy kitties ehh?? Like3 hohoho :P

Hanisah Hasbolah @ Matlobilahi , Hanisah , Hani , Honey Dew , Ishya , Shya.... That's ME , ME & ME! Dancing3 in the dark , ROCK3 , SUPER3 , S-T-A-R ok , what's wrong with me?? Random , That's ME!

Did I tell that I am FOREVER ALONE??? Yea , that's me! I am never ashamed of telling people who am I.. It is the REAL ME... Why should I hide the truth of me?? If u dnt wanna be my friend , well I can totally accept that... People for me are nothing these days.. Even though , I found this girl she was so NICE.. We were Best Friends Forever but her true colours showed up as soon as my other friend who is way cooler than I am came into our lives...

My Best Friend Forever LEFT me crying everyday and that was the time I found out that you can never trust people cause one fine day , they'll slap ur face in front of ppl u really HATE! I regretted and I admit that I wasted my whole LIFE being with that girl...

I took a step forward , took a deep breath , looked into the mirror and telling "Everyone has their own day , ur day of judgment will arrive" Since then , I am FOREVER ALONE! Until NOW , I found 4 people trying to be Best Friends Forever with me.. But , I can't accept it u know.. It's very hard for me to trust people easily now days... I am happy the way I am..

My ex-friends hates me now.. But 2 of them , talks to me normally.. They hate me for who am I when God created me this way , SO JUST ACCEPT IT! If u don't wanna , that's way ur problem! None of mine! I am so happy now , none of u all will understand me..

I DON'T CARE , I HAVE A DRY HEART , I LOVE THOSE WHO LOVE ME , BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WITH ME , ADMIT THAT YOU HATE ME IF YOU DO , I KNOW I AM NOT ALONE , EVERYBODY HAS THEIR OWN INSPIRATIONS , SAY "THANK YOU" TO ME WHEN I HELPED/HELP U ALL B4 THIS , I AM NOT A PUBLIC TOILET SO DON'T TREAT ME LIKE SH*T , I CAN ACCEPT WHATEVER PEOPLE THINK OF ME , I KNOW I AM SOMETIMES RIGHT , I KNOW I AM SOMETIMES WRONG , I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING WITH MY LIFE , LEAVE ME IF U HATE ME , GET LOST , GET OUT , I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED , UR NOT IMPORTANT FOR ME , I AM IMPORTANT FOR ME...

Being this way is better than what I were last time... Don't give ur trust 100% to an outsider.. The ones that u can only believe is : God , Mum , Mum , Mum and Dad.... Those are the only ones taht I trust in... Back off people! No one in this world can play the fool with me... WHY? CAUSE I AM A DIFFERENT PERSON ;)